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Feeding
the Dog
Backwards Over Egypt We
have
almost arrived when the plane turns around.
Dangerous air
space, the pilot says. We aren’t allowed over this
country,
and have to get to Egypt flying zig-zag, often
going backwards. Then,
right above our destination, we go into a holding
pattern, and fly round and round before we land.
At the airport, we walk between green walls that have nothing on them except a sign— WARNING, THOSE WHO BRING IN DRUGS WILL BE SEVERELY PUNISHED, AND COULD SUFFER DEATH BY HANGING. I look around. Should I quickly flush my aspirins down the toilet? Will someone please tell me what counts? And, as so often happens when we travel to a foreign country, that night I plead with you to play the game with me, not the Stuck-On-A-Desert-Island game, where you give me two bad choices of who I’d rather spend the next ten years with. Right now I’m not interested in climbing coconut trees and making spears for fish. Right now I’m interested in what we call the Holding game, where you go back and back with me to visit all the turnings in my life, and while you hold me we decide over and over that the route I took was the way I had to go to get here.
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